Back story / we are here!
And then found out about the podcast where @HairyHypnotist which nurtered My interest to develop this hypno-skill a bit further. (Your insight is really helpful) He also inspired me to write down My experience, so here it is.
I hope you've found this entretaining, and I'm looking to join in future Saturday chats :)
Back story / we are almost there lol
We talked and we seem to like a lot of similar stuff. Kinks, well built fantasy world building, the animalistic desire that comes with force and his recently in development submissive side (which later I found out he was just exploring)
And my new found enjoyment, make him submit into pleasure. 😈
Then I found out it wasn't only him, but the ones whom could match some kinks, which weren't demanding and had a bit of empathy.
Picture this. Some how I was suggested yo think myself in a jock outfit, attached to a table, struggling, in a matter of seconds.
A machine pumping the thoughts out of my mind, the rythm going up, and for me is more dificult to think. The pleasure is just so great. Then I remember... "What would happen if I remove my sneaker... Wouldn't smell Nice? Wouldn't it look somehow interesting?"
And his reaction and his change of tone... That's when I knew.
So met this other guy, who was into feet and hypno, with some dominant features. Big bodied, and asertive attitude. Who which confidance and wittyness would made me surrender into pleasure through kinks, without stating *this is a session*. All out of the blue.
I gave a fair fight, resisting and using my own wit and confidance to defend myself.... Let's give a clearer picture.
At the time, and with some quite illuminating experiences and with some books in my head, got some sessions under my belt. One where this sub came (Literaly) his brains out, or this other one where a Lycra/gear fan got to enjoy his well-deserved hard worked muscles till bliss. Which where fun, I won't deny. But later fell strange.
It felt forced. I wasn't enjoying it much. I was constantly reminded to do something I felt forced into giving trances, and not in a fun way.
Felt some insecurities, and decided not to step forward into submission. And I felt the feeling I enjoyed from getting to chat with him, pretty much affected my perception on all of the other tist, so yeah.
Till I met this other guy.
Back story/ life after abuse
Then I found out some guy who has a quite remarkable way of teaching giving some quite specific suggestions whose kind words, but direct approach triggered unresolved daddy issues and which as a sub made me feel more than comfortable,
But life has taught, and as a survivor one shall keep an eye while sleeping. (See what I did there? *Wink*)
Hooked. I wanted to knew more about this, and wanted to know how I could created such sensations.
Meanwhile I was devouring as much audios and experimenting with tists as much as I allowed myself to, and found out about the tropes one might grow tired of. It seemed difficult to find someone that not only shared the kinks, but that was tired of said tropes, as I didn't knew what was tyring, and could barely explain myself and didn't want to make anybody uncomfortable.
Felt quite intrigued in how much of an intention could provoque quite interesting sensations on my body. How it uses ideas clothes, attitudes, and estereotypes to give access to some fantasies i didn't allowed myself to enjoy, and found out some other fantasies to explore.
Then got into the h4g forum, and my mind was blown. Got into some erotic videocalls and texted quite experienced tists whom not only delved into erotism, but took into account emotions, and needless to Say I was ..
Never thought much of it. And unlike some fellow hypnokinkers, hypnosis per se didn't provoque much in me. Subconsciously thought it could be a sham as previously seen in some videos about it. It felt as a way of taking advantage of easyly suggestable people, ignorant to how hypnosis was (as I thought at the time) a way of taking advantage.
Years passed, and while looking for a way to build muscle, I stepped into an erotic jock hypnosis file from wmm
As a child, I learned about mind control from watching cartoons, anime and power rangers. I've always thought of mind control/mind related powers to be the best ones when I used to play as a child I was said character.
And also felt a tingly sensation whenever a character was mind controled, and then given a Boost in power. Vegita from DBZ was particularly effective with this effect.
A social network for guys who are into hypnosis.